16th May, 2012
Today started with the usual anxiety. It's
always difficult, no matter how much love & support Chris receives, no one
can take away the anxiety that builds behind these days. The effects from the
chemo always lingers, so this doesn’t help to reduce that anxiety. By the end of each fortnight, Chris only just
starts to feel semi normal again & then, back for more she goes.
Anyway, we soldiered on, we arrived at the
clinic at 9.30am & Chris was seen by a different nurse who abruptly stated
to Susie that it’s only one visitor at a time. Gah drainer, I mean, I
understand it's not a spectators sport but Susie, Magda & I; all want to be
in with Chris to support her.
So, Susie & I were banished to the waiting
room. Susie told me that prior to being sent out of the ward the nurse was
having issues accessing Chris’s PICC line. This meant that taking bloods &
inserting the chemo through the PICC line was not going to be an option, due to
there being another clot. Arghh, this was another setback, I mean, on top of
the usual anxiety just to receive the chemo, there was now another issue that
needed to be addressed. So, the way it ended up was that Chris had to have her
bloods drawn first, wait for the results, then have the chemo administered
through a catheter which was inserted into a vein in her hand.
So the next thing I know, Chris walked out to
the waiting room, dragging her IV pole, with a catheter sticking out of her right
hand, attached to a line of saline solution (flush), that also had another line
attached, for the point of another outlet to run the chemo through.
We sat in the waiting room, while the hours
rolled by. We waited for the blood results & waited for some answers as to
why Chris’s PICC line appears to constantly have issues. Yep, it was like we were
in the hospital time warp again.
As we sat in the waiting room, I noticed that
the baskets (knitted goods donated by volunteers) were full of gorgeous mini
prayer bears & there was a particularly perfect one, completely rainbow
knitted!
So, around 2.00pm they called Chris back in.
Her blood results were back & her chemo was made up, ready to go. They also
advised that a senior consultant would be around later in the day to have a
look at Chris’s PICC line to try to unblock it.
5 hours after arriving at the cancer clinic, it
was finally time for treatment. I sat with Chris as she received the Adriamycin
(aka the red devil). By that stage, Chris was anxious & irritable (I
totally didn’t blame her). As the Adriamycin was pushed through by the nurse,
it was as though we were both holding our breath. This was mainly because the
chemo was being administered through the catheter in the vein in her hand. I
asked Chris if it was hurting & thank goodness she said no (although, I
sometimes wonder how much she holds back to not worry us). As the nurse
continued the treatment, Chris mentioned that her arm (which was receiving the treatment
had gone stone cold. Fortunately, the nurse wrapped a heated towel over Chris’s
arm whilst she continued to receive her treatment.
At around 4.00pm, the senior consultant came
over to Chris. She told us that she was going to insert a liquid into Chris’s
PICC line to unblock the clot. Chris asked what the liquid was & she called
it “Draino” (obviously not the real name but it supposedly has the same effect).
So, there was Chris, having Chemo pushed through one arm & ‘Draino’ pushed
through the other.
It was hard, as by that time, everyone was
exhausted. Chris had been up since 5am & I could see the fatigue in her
eyes. Anyway, all we could do was be happy that there was a solution to
unblocking the PICC line. Basically the ‘Draino’ sat in Chris’s line for an
hour & a ½ & then the nurse withdrew the solution, prior to running
saline solution through, then locking it off with Heparin. We were told that
instead of 10ml of Heparin, they will now lock off the line with 20ml of
Heparin, hopefully, this will assist in reducing future clotting (along with
the Clexane that Chris’ continues to inject into her stomach twice a day).
Finally, we were done. Chris & I shuffled
out of hospital & made our way home.
We just snuggled up together, with a little
couch time & some good TV to get lost in.
Below is a picture of the bear (with a sad face), we had
taken to strolling around the hospital to pass time.
And some
clever artwork in Westmead hospital we noticed on our stroll.
You're both so strong!
ReplyDeleteThis is such a trying time Kim... it tears me apart to see Chris through the downtime but it fills me with hope that its all for the benefit of the END RESULT - Being CANCER FREE.
I love you xx